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  • Outside!

    We got to go for our first walk outside with Evan today. We put the two med pumps that he’s still on with us in the bottom of the stroller and went out for a 15-20 minute walk in the huge courtyard. Evan was asleep before we ever even made it outside and never opened his eyes while we were out there. Let’s be honest though, the walk was not for Evan, it was for mom and dad. It felt so amazing to do something ‘normal’ with him, and more than that it gave us a sense that the end of our hospital stay was drawing near. Let’s hope that’s true.

    Here are a few pictures before, during, and after our little adventure. Oh, I got him a new outfit for the occasion. 🙂

     

     

  • Seizures under control

    Since reloading the phenobarbital and continuing the maintenance dose Evan has not had any more seizures. This afternoon he was removed from the EEG and we gave him a nice bath to get all the wax and adhesive off of him. He was awake and alert for a very long time today, from about 10:30am until 4:00pm. Lots of looking around, making faces, smiling, and best of all zero crying…which was made up for by the two kids on either side of us screaming most of the day. Seeing him alert, moving around, making faces, it’s the most wonderful thing in the world.

    Here’s a few pictures from throughout the day.

     

  • Small update on Evan and seizures

    The doctor’s restarted Evan’s feeding yesterday afternoon, and recently increased him to 6 mL/hour. They will keep increasing him every 8 hours until he’s at his goal intake of 22 mL per hour and then they’ll switch to 44 every 2 hours, and then 65 every three. This will take several days to get him there but they want to make sure that he is handling it well.

    As far as the seizures go, he’s had 3 non-clinical seizures since yesterday afternoon. One at 9:30pm, one at 4:00am, and one at 9:30am this morning. A non-clinical seizure is a seizure in which there are no outwards signs like twitching, loss of body control, non responsiveness, etc. Sarah was holding him at 9:30pm last night and did not notice anything out of the ordinary, it was only after the neurologists reviewed the information from the EEG that they know he had the 3 seizures. They gave another dose and are continuing the maintenance doses of phenobarbital and will continue monitoring him on the EEG. Since they gave the extra dose at 11:00am he has not had another episode as of this post. Typically seizures only last a little while (days to weeks) after a stroke so they will continue the non-seizure medication and reevaluate him at a later time. Research is on-going in the neurology community to see what length of time is best but right now they just don’t know.

    The CT scan is still scheduled for next week to take a look at the other side of his brain to see if there is indeed something there indicating another stroke at a different time.

    He’s sleeping a little bit more as the phenobarbital is also a sedative but when he’s awake he’s very active and alert. The neurologists came by to examine him a couple times today and they do not see any  signs of any long term effects. In fact they were very pleased to see how active he was and all of the movement he was making.

    That’s all for now. Thanks for being on this journey with us.

  • We are eating again! Kinda…

    We are eating again! Kinda…

    It has been seven days since Evan’s cardiac episode (NEC scare) and the surgeons are slowly starting to feed the little guy again. This morning they started him out at 3 mL per hour for 24 hours. It’s being pumped directly into his stomach through an NG tube continuously. If there are no bad signs by tomorrow morning then they will slowly start increasing his feeds back up to the point where he was. Tomorrow they will increase the continuous feed by 3 mL per hour every hour until he’s up to 22 mL per hour. Once he’s there they will stop the slow continuous feed and him on a more normal ‘all at once’ type dose, (this is called a bolus dose) of 22 mL. The following day 44 mL every 2 hours, the day after that 65 mL every 3 hours. This will put him back up to what he was eating before. Once he’s okay with that then they will start increasing the calories of the breast milk from 20 calories per ounce to 22 calories, and then to 24 calories. If you’ve been doing the math that’s about another week of us being here.

    The nurse came in to give him blood today, this was news to us. She said his hematocrit (the percentage of red blood cells in blood) was low. We’re not sure why this happens, I think it’s just due to blood loss during surgery and such. We’ll confirm with the doctors when we see them next. It was not dangerously low by any means and in an adult they likely would not have done anything but they have found that in infants it’s best to have them at the high end of the normal range after surgery.

    Evan is still on Milrinone for cardiac function and we’ll likely go home on a similar oral drug called Captopril. Until his feeds are back up he’s also still on IV nutrition consisting of TPN and lipids (fat emulsion). With food back in his stomach, he’s getting Reglan to help digestion and of course he’s still on Lasix to get rid of extra fluids. As far as tubes and wires, he had the NG tube put back in his nose this morning, a catheter in his leg for blood pressure monitoring and blood draws (which may come out tomorrow!), the dual lumen intracardiac Broviac catheter going through his chest and into his heart for medication, nutrition, etc, the pulse oximeter (red LED thing), and the 4 sticky pads on his chest to measure breathing and pulse.

    Students are starting to show up here in Ann Arbor for the fall term. The streets are getting pretty busy. Get me out of here!

    Here’s some photos of the last couple days.

  • Happy 1 Month Birthday Evan!

    Happy 1 Month Birthday Evan!

    It may not seem like much, being one month old… but given what Evan has gone through in his short time here we wanted to celebrate a little.

    Evan,

    You never cease to amaze us. Every coo, every quivering lip, every smile, every scowl, every cry, every movement, and every look of amazement as you look around your new world melts our hearts. We’ll be forever in awe of what you can do and we’ll be there every step of the way. Thank you for choosing us as your parents and being such a strong little boy.

    Love,

    Mommy and Daddy

     

  • Back to Moderate Care

    Back to Moderate Care

    Sorry for the lack of updates the last couple days but as they say, no news is good news. Evan was moved out of the PCTU yesterday (Friday) morning and back to moderate care. He has not had any more episodes and he’s looking much better. Pediatric surgery has been following him and they have not seen anything in his x-rays that would lead them to believe that NEC is an issue. I’m still waiting for a decent explanation to what exactly happened with his heart, why, and what can be done if anything. I don’t know that we’ll ever really know. Dr. Mackie did say something about the fetal echo that has me concerned, his ventricle function was not as good after the episode as it was prior to the pacemaker surgery. He said this could be temporary. Did the coronary eschemia leave any long term effects? It’s been several days, do another echo and tell me if it’s temporary or permanent. Did portions of his heart tissue die? What does this mean? Can anything be done about it? No, probably not, but I’d still like to know if damage was done, how much, and what this may mean for his heart down the road.

    Evan cannot have anything by mouth for 3 more days. He’s been amazingly good about it despite how hungry he must be. He’s been more awake and more fussy, but overall he’s been pretty good. His belly has to hurt from being hungry so he’s not getting as much sleep from the discomfort and surely from not getting those milk coma’s after a nice warm bottle. When they allow him to feed they will start out really slowly… The nurse practitioner stated that it would probably be over the course of 5 days. That means that the earliest we would leave would be August 29th. <sigh>

    Tomorrow is Evan’s one month birthday! Yay. Happy Birthday little man. It’s hard to believe that it’s already been a month since you brightened all of our lives. Harder to believe all that you’ve gone through in such a short period of time. Life isn’t all it’s cracked up to be sometimes but it will get better my son, it will get better.

    A special thanks to Evan’s friends at Community Shores Bank and Grandma Nancee for bringing Evan this huge monkey.

  • Back in the PCTU

     

    As you read yesterday things went really crazy really fast. Evan is now stable and relatively happy back in the PCTU. The echo, x-rays, blood gases, and cultures are not pointing to NEC which is great. Because he had some symptoms and because the doctors take NEC very seriously they are treating him with IV antibiotics and putting a hold on any feedings by mouth for at least a week. He will get nutrition through his IV but nothing can go into his stomach so he’ll be pretty irritable for the first 2-3 days. This will give his stomach and intestines time to calm down and heal if there was anything going on with them.

    When he was moved to the PCTU he was under a lot of stress so he was sedated and intubated (put back on the ventilator). Additionally, the femoral arterial and central lines that had been removed for us to go to the floor were put back in so they would have access for delivering medications and fluids. His feeding tube (that daddy worked so hard to put in the night before) was replaced with a similar tube for removing gas from his stomach. He went back on Milrinone, was given potassium, and some other things. Through the course of only a couple hours his pH and lactate were brought back into the normal range and he’s been doing well since. His ventilator settings were reduced through the night and by 9AM they did a sprint and removed him from the ventilator. One of his femoral lines and the tube in his stomach for gas was also removed.

    Dr. Mackie came by this morning and discussed another possibility with us that they are investigating. It’s called coronary ischemia and essentially means that there was not an adequate amount of blood being supplied by the coronary arteries to the heart. This possibility was brought to light during the echocardiogram done yesterday. Also during this echo they noticed a difference in his ventricular function (the beat of the ventricle) in comparison to the echo done a week ago. This could just be due to the stress he was under yesterday or because of the pacing being supplied by the pacemaker.  They are still investigating whether or not this is an issue and what they might be able to do about it. They are monitoring it by testing the cardiac enzyme troponin. These levels are currently elevated but not at a remarkable level.

    Since he’s unable to eat for at least a week and it’s going to take time for him to work back up to feeding once he’s allowed to eat again I suspect we’ll be here at least 2 more weeks. We don’t know what that means for us. We don’t expect them to keep us in the PCTU for that whole time if he’s stable, but I don’t really want to go back to general care unless they learn what happened and do something about it. We could go to moderate care or to the Holden NICU.

    We appreciate everyone’s concerns and your thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.

     

  • Post Pacemaker Surgery – Day 1

    It’s been a day and a half since Evan’s pacemaker was put in and he’s doing fairly well. A doctor came by this morning and “plugged into” the pacemaker to check everything out and said it was working great. There is a sensor that you hold up to the skin near the pacemaker and it communicates with the pacemaker. They are able to run diagnostics, change settings, and do all kinds of other things that I know nothing about. Once we go home we will have regular pacemaker checkups performed over the phone by holding a telephone up to the pacemaker and it will talk to a computer on the other end. Cool. I talked to him a little more about the decision to use a single chamber pacemaker instead of the dual since I was still grey on this. There were several reasons but the one that sticks in my head is that Evan is going to have at least two more surgeries and during those the surgeons will be working on and around the atrium. If they were to place the atrium leads now there is a chance that they would need to be moved or replaced during subsequent surgeries. When a lead is placed careful attention is payed to how well it’s conducting to the heart, scar tissue from moving the lead can reduce the conductivity of the heart tissues and make finding an optimal place for the lead more difficult. It’s not optimal that the atrium and ventricle are not firing synchronously and will eventually be corrected with a dual chamber pacemaker but with a baby this is much less of an issue… he’s not going to be running any marathons anytime soon.

    Pretty normal things going on today for after surgery recovery… blood pressure stabilization, fluid retention, pain management, etc. He is still on the ventilator and they have been weaning him off throughout the day; the settings are currently as low as they go. Tonight they will do ‘sprints’ with him which are one hour blocks where they turn the ventilator down all the way and monitor his own breathing and how well his body is using the oxygen through blood tests and other monitoring. If that goes well then he’ll come off of the vent tomorrow. His blood pressure was a little iffy so they gave him some meds for that and that has since stabilized and the meds stopped. He’s on constant morphine for pain and gets an ‘extra’ dose when he looks particularly uncomfortable, like bath time. Last night when I was here the nurse had to suction the fluids out of his throat, something done quite often, but for some reason he was not happy about it. Instantly you could see on the monitor his blood pressure and heart rate shoot up and the looks on his face screamed “ouch.” The nurse was great she stopped what she was doing and went for the morphine, within a minute or two he had calmed down. It’s such a hard thing to see your child in such pain and be able to do nothing more than to caress their head and whisper into their ear, which I am sure does very little for them and more for me.

    One potential issue today… a fever. We came back from dinner and the nurse said he was at 102°F. He was pretty bundled up and it is very warm in here for some reason. They immediately put him on antibiotics (vancomycin, which is pretty much the end all be all of antibiotics) and took samples. It will be 2 days before the results come back since the cultures need time to grow. In the meantime they will treat him as though he does have something. If it turns out to be nothing great, but if it is something then they are 2 days ahead of it with antibiotics. His temperature was down to 97.9 the last time we checked so it might have been nothing at all. We’ll wait and see. It’s these kinds of things that you see a lot here that can be difficult. It seems that many of the heart kids are here not just here for heart problems but they have something else happen while they are here or when they go home that brings them back. Infections, viruses, etc. We’ve seen kids with MRSA, kids with stomach and intestine problems, etc, etc. One very sad story is of a girl named Eva that we were next to in the ICU. She was born in May, cleft lip and palate, premature, and a heart condition. She was too small to undergo the full Norwood operation and so underwent a hybrid operation to hold her over until she got bigger. She spent the next several weeks in the ICU fighting viral infections where she could not eat anything for 2 weeks while it ran its course. She had 3-4 of these infections, that’s 6-8 weeks without food in total, and 6-8 weeks of not growing. She was on IV nutrition, but that’s not going to help you grow. Her parents live 75 miles from here and took turns being with her, dad after work every night and mom all weekend, they also have a 2 year old at home. On July 28, the same day that we were kissing Evan goodbye for his big surgery, little Eva died of complications to a heart catheterization procedure. Sarah and I just found out about this the day before Evan’s pacemaker surgery and it hit us pretty hard. My heart goes out to the parents of the little ones that are not as fortunate as we have been.

    Evan opened his eyes nice and wide for the first time after surgery tonight… was great to see those beautiful eyes. He looked around for a little bit and we had a good conversation about how well he was doing and to keep it up. Then he got bored and fell back to sleep.

    I’ve also updated the Treatment of TA/l-TGA page with more detailed information of what was performed during the first surgery if you are interested.

  • Pacemaker Surgery – Complete!

     

    Just talked to Dr. Devaney and Evan is out of surgery. Everything went great. I was expecting them to put in the dual chamber pacemaker and just use one lead and only pace the ventricle but apparently they put in a single chamber pacemaker. When he has his second surgery in a few months they will put in a 2nd lead and change out the pacemaker from a single to a dual chamber. Sooooo…. that got me thinking, do they re-use pacemkakers? Insurance is going to buy Evan two pacemakers? I want the old one to use as a keychain. Sound good? 😀

    Kicker… there’s no bed available in the pediatric cardiac ICU so they’ve got Evan just hanging out in the OR waiting for a bed to become available so we cannot see him yet. 🙁 Knowing he’s ok is enough for me right now but if this takes more than an hour or two then I am going to start going through cute baby withdrawal.

    Thanks to everyone for all the kind words, thoughts, and prayers over the course of this whole thing. Your support on Facebook, this website, and over the phone have really helped us get through this. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you.

  • Pacemaker Day – Update

    Pacemaker Day – Update

     

    They took Evan back to prep him for surgery at about 2:00pm. The surgery is expected to be about 3 hours. Right now we’re waiting for the surgeon to come and talk to us before the surgery starts. Dr. Hirsch had to go out of town today for work so our surgeon today is Dr. Eric Devaney. Sarah and I are both pretty nervous and doing what we can to keep our minds off of it all. Once the surgeon comes to talk to us I think I am going to go for a quick drive and Sarah is going to go grab some lunch in the cafeteria. I suspect it will be at least an hour and a half before we get an update. I am beginning to think that the surgeon is not going to come talk to us beforehand… that seems to be the norm around here with much of the staff.

    Dr. Devaney came and talked to us… and now the surgery has undoubtedly begun. Most of what he said we have already heard and I have already conveyed on the website. The new piece of information is that the electrophysiologist and cardiologists decided to only put a pacing wire on Evan’s ventricle for right now. In 4-6 months when he has his hemi-Fontan procedure they will put a lead on his atrium. The thought is that 1) they can pace his ventricle independently from his atrium’s rhythm without issue, this is what they have been doing for the last two weeks. 2) during the 2nd surgery the pacing wires would be in the way, need to be removed, and replaced.

    More updates later… but here are some pictures for your viewing pleasure.